later today - March 10 2010

So I've started this blog, I keep telling myself this will be a good thing, that I'll be able to get out all sorts of junk I've got floating around in my head and maybe that's true and maybe it's not. I suppose the old saying holds true "only time will tell". That lovely saying holds true for pretty much anything and everything, unless of course you are clairvoyant and can see into the future. If you could see into the future, would you really want to see it, what kind of life would that leave you with if you always knew what was going to happen. I honestly think that would suck. As much as I whine(or will whine) about not knowing whats going to happen with regards to certain things in my life, if I had to choose between not knowing the future and knowing it, I would stick with not knowing it, unless of course could choose what I saw about certain aspects of my life...but then again if you saw only certaion aspects, you would probably see how other things would be affected.. OK - I could probably go on and on and on and on and on and on......forever about that. yikes!

Well today was a good day. I came to the decision to not buy another used piece of furniture, I will wait and buy something brand new, when I actually need it OR when it goes on sale, whichever comes first. I also bought a Weight Watchers Points Calculater/tracker thingy (ok so I did that last night, but whatever), so as soon as that puppy arrives I am SOOO back on the WW bandwagon, I know it works, it worked for me before, I know I can do it againl. I have a super support group in a few friends/cousins/family members...you know who you are. ;-) ;-)
I'm doing this to make the whole "We want a baby" thing a little easier, I know being overweight can't help. Did I mention yet that March 18th seriously can't come soon enough. that is the day I go get test results from my OBGYN and see what the next step in the "We want a baby" process is...so ya I'll probably be saying that alot...come on March 18th!!
But before March 18th, is this weekend..DUH! and on Sunday I am going to Sudbury and I will be seeing one of my best friends and her babies(and her husband...I guess..maybe?!) anyways..I miss her very much and wish everyday that we lived closer together! BOO.
Well I guess this is probably more than enough for my first day of blogging. I think I'm going to like this. It's like talking to someone, laying it all out and not having to worry about weird responses...well unless of course you want to comment, which of course I will always welcome.
Thanks - It's been a slice. A demain!