Wednesday March 10 2010

This is my first post in my first blog. I don't know how this is going to work out, but I think it will be a good thing for me. I live in Timmins, ON (which is in Northern Ontario Canada). It is a great community to raise a family in, but there in lays my problem. I don't have a family yet, well I have my parents, my sister and my awesome husband and in-laws but we don't have our own family. To some people this might not seem like a big problem or issue, but for me it is. I want a family, I thought that by now we'd have at least one child, but we don't. We've been trying, for sure. and the practicing part is fun, don't get me wrong. But this is starting to get stupid. I've been to the doctor and now just waiting on results to see whats going on, or better, whats not going on.
I do feel very blessed for what we do have, we are both working, we own a home, have a car and all that stuff. We have of course worked very hard for what we have, nothing ever came easy for us, it's always been 1 step up and 2-3 steps back for most of our adult lives, so of course this next "step" has to be a hard one.
I think this blog will be good for me, I need to get all this pent up stuff out, and whether anyone reads it, doesn't really matter to me. If you do, please share your thoughts, positive thoughts. Like my mother tells me, if you haven't got anything nice to say, don't say anything at all.